I promised her to try it at least once, and while at it, I decided I might as well try other things that were not part of my zone..
I committed for the next 10 days to do one thing every day that made me uncomfortable.
1- Zero dollar day – Living a day without spending a penny, in nowhere else but San francisco.
Instead of lyfting to work, I walked. Instead of a dinner out, I cooked with what I had. Even better, when I told my colleagues I cannot go to happy hour because of my zero dollar challenge, they showed me support and bought me drinks!
Lesson #1: When money is a problem you get to be more creative and the world becomes a more generous place.
2- A date with myself – While frightening (I left my phone at home!), half an hour later of sitting at a wine bar alone, I knew the life story of the owner, made new friends and was there for 4 hours! I have been looking forward to my one date a week with myself, adventure.
Lesson #2: Necessity is a blessing in disguise. When on your own, you make friends with people from outside your circles.
3- Shutting up – For those who don’t know me, I have to always have an opinion. So I finally decided to shut the f"#$ up one day, and refrain from controlling conversations, instead accepting what is.
Lesson #3: I found out how liberating it is to not always need to formulate an opinion, and reminded me of this quote:"We have two ears and one mouth, so we should listen more than we say"
4- Not planning – While I am a terrible planner, I always have a plan. And that Wednesday, I decided to make no plans and keep my evening open. My friend Azmeera texted me if I wanted to join a conspiracy theory dinner. An hour later, I found myself at an East Berlin joint in the Mission, talking Middle East conflict, oligarchy, revolution, Edward Snowden and all that fun stuff, with amongst others, a Columbia university professor, hippies who were dressed for Burning Man, an ex CIA agent and nobody that worked in tech.
Lesson #4: Leave room for serendipity, and be intentional about it. With how much we are connected these days, it is no longer a given.
5- Online dating – I am never telling my children I met your dad over the interwebs. My promise to myself, soon to be broken. I chose Tinder. After swiping a few guys I ended up running into my ex, colleagues and finally got a date. And while he was not Mr. Right or Right now, I made a friend.
Lesson #5: Before saying no to something, try it once. It may surprise you. Though in this case, I am still not a fan of it.
6- Fasting – I love to eat, all the time. So fasting is a big deal for me. I don’t think I ever fasted. While I ended up in bed with no energy all day, I got the opportunity to reflect on how much stuff I ate when I stressed. And actually, realized that I stressed more often than I thought.
Lesson #6: Going to the extreme opposite of your behavior can teach you things about yourself you did not know of.
7- Asking a guy out – A Lebanese woman never asks a guy out, never pays for dinner, and never says yes to sex on a first date. Or so I was brought up to believe. So I broke the first rule, and while I got rejected, it was a blessing, as soon I found out he was gay. I could have waited all my life for it.
Lesson #7: Challenge your beliefs and what you were told was right. They may not apply to the person you have become.
8- Disconnecting in the city - No apple products for a day. Hid them in my closet, and soon after forgot about them. I went on exploring the deeper Mission, made friends with a homeless lady and meditated for an hour.
Lesson #8: Disconnecting is the new out of the zone no brainer. And it is easier than you think.
9- Running a marathon – In San Francisco, people run, bike and run again. Last time I biked I was 12, and the most I ran was 4 miles. So I signed myself up for the Big Sur marathon. I will keep you posted, I must start training.
Lesson #9:Commit to not only yourself but also to the world, and pay for it, it helps you make it happen.
10- Traveling solo –If you haven’t traveled alone you haven’t lived said my Israeli friend Shely. While this was on my list, I was skeptical it is going to happen. But the universe was in on it. And so for passion reasons, my friend cancelled last minute and as I write this I am in the South of Portugal, in a fishing village, on my own.
Lesson #10: If it is too challenging, put it out there, and let life handle it.
You can choose to live and do what you have known is comfortable or you can choose to get out there every now and then, and do something for the first time.
The reward of a little bit of unease is life. For what is life if not lived.
And so what is one thing you will do this weekend to get you out of the comfort zone? Share with me, and lets do it!
Photos taken during my trip in south of portugal
Wonderful post Jess! Definitely inspires me to do something out of my zone!
ReplyDeletethank you Natalia :)
ReplyDeleteOutsanding post Jessica!
ReplyDeleteMerci Henri!
DeleteAww, very inspiring Jess! I've been on a similar mission, so thanks for showing me it's all worth it! Hugs!!!
ReplyDeleteAdrienne, you rock!! I want to hear about your journey too xx
DeleteLOOOOve it!!
ReplyDeleteThank you beautiful Karla Gallardo xxx
DeleteThis one is awesome Jess! Feels so good to live outside of comfort zone. In fact, living out of it actually expands it which I think is the best part. Suddenly you realize new things to do, think, be that you realize you actually love doing! Being comfortable and at ease in all different kinds of scenarios, with different people etc is really what living life to its fullest is about. Miss you girl - and love your blogs :)
ReplyDeletei love your analogy of an expanding zone. you do that so well Robyn, and you have inspired me at many times to do so too. love you
Deletei love this post jess! i'm going to start doing the weekly date night with myself. i'll keep you posted:)
ReplyDeleteThanks Ije, always inspired by you. and yes self dates are the best!
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